Have you ever tried so hard at something, not sure if what you were doing was right and wise and would end up being a good thing? Not knowing what others thought of what you were doing? Whether you're talking about balancing life, being a good friend, making new friends, or your daily job or even school and things like that?

Well, right now, that's my life: Trying hard at things, internally debating if I'm doing the right thing by trying so hard, wondering what others think about what I'm doing if they even think about it, and really not knowing if what I'm doing is going to pay off at all or be just a big waste of my mental, psychological and physiological time and energy.

It really puts a pit or two in the stomach, let me tell you.